if I get C’s in everything this quarter and next quarter, I will have a 2.9.
if I had taken the science class as P/NP, it would have been a 3.0.
if I can do P/NP for one class next quarter and still get all C’s, I can end with a 3.1.
if I actually do well, I can end this year at a max of 3.29.
I need to put this in perspective: compared to a lot of the sophomore here, it’s a good GPA.
Compared to high school, this is a wtF grade, though -_-
I was worried he would suggest that.
the mental health center just sounds so. shameful.
I don’t know.
but then again, I’ve been saying I don’t know for a long time.
I don’t know anything.
so she can’t even mention that we’re doing a birthday surprise for another person in our “family” ?
like
what the hell
this is the umpteenth time.
she doesn’t even care anymore unless it’s about her.
What the fuck have I been doing.
No more am I going to be in this funk.
I am going to force myself out of this.
WAKE UP.
WAKE. UP.
This is no time to dick around!
This is life.
As everything I hold dear to me as my witness, I will rise up victorious.
Mother!
This scene is really something. Because you can see in his face when he sees her. “What? Oh! :D MOMMY’S HERE!”
But in her face you can see everything. A mother’s worst fear just became true, he has become his father. A man at the head of a war, a war she could’ve have stopped if only she had fought harder, if only she’d convinced her husband to stay, or to help her sister. Her family is literally falling apart and a huge piece of it has just fallen off. His short life is just flashing before her eyes, from the time he skinned his knees to the time he got his first sword to the time he started a war, and she’s seeing his eventual death too. In this moment the loss of another piece of her family is being laid on her shoulders.
